Srila Prabhupada

[bpdd]

Dear Srila Prabhupada,
Please accept my following plea. I have nothing of value to offer Your Divine Grace yet am begging that by your perfect Vaishnava mercy, you will not completely kick this fallen soul away.

Here i am... once again...

trying to do... what i can...

to remember Krsna and my Spiritual Master

and this lifetime moves forward faster and faster.

Seems i created such obstacles by my desires,

it seems almost too late to put out the fires!

But i will hang on again just for today

and hoping "as way leads onto way"

that the path will get straighter, clearer, less dense

as i climb that hill and cross that fence

placed in the way, my own reactions

to lifetimes of illusory connections and factions.

I beg for mercy, and plead for strength

to do what is Right, to go any length,

to please the One, the Lord of my heart.

This journey i'm barely ready or willing to start!

But if not now... when? I want the answer...

yet nothing is lost in my tiny endeavor

to awaken from this very bad dream.

Will i ever jump into that stream

that flows up to the Spiritual Sky

and comes to rest, comes to lie

at the lotus feet of Sri Sri Radha Krsna,

where i will see you, my Spiritual Master

not as i experience this perfect Vaishnava here

with my imperfect eyes and imperfect ears

but in full knowledge, bliss and eternity.

i will then know pure service & Love... i will then be free.

Until that transformation takes place

i beg to remember to chant the Lord's Holy Names.


Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare

your unworthy daughter,
bhuvana pavani dd